Thoughts thoughts thoughts

I seem to be posting a lot of music/ lyrics lately.
I know there's a lot I want to write about but it always seems to just swim around in my head or be like at the tip of my tongue, and I fail to spell things out.


I suppose the main thing that's bothering me is that I'm overseas (well more like back in my home country) studying masters and trying to maintain a long distance relationship with my fiance. It's been just over one year so far, and he came and visited a few months ago. But for some reason, things seems to just have gotten harder. I'm past halfway to getting my masters but recently it feels like I can't hold on any longer.

I know he wants to come over, but I don't really know if he can make it since he isn't a citizen here. Sigh~

The Last Goodnight- Pictures of you

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

[Chorus]
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

Pictures of you,pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Reminds us all of what we used to be

[Chorus]

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

Could have been (x2)

We could have been (x2)

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

Could have been (x2)